Venting

My whole life has been nothing but pain, I should be used to getting rejected it’s happened my whole life, and yet I’m still shocked when I do get rejected. Just because I’m a good person with a good heart doesn’t mean rejection isn’t real. Actually, it’s even more real than good-hearted people admit. once the rejector is done using, they reject and move onto the next person, place, or thing, and a good-hearted person is left wondering why? These last 5 days have been nothing but me getting rejected and let down how much more rejection can a good person can go through it hurts, and it sucks.